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pretty creature

coffee fills the air outside 
breakfast dishes and sunlight
furry being gonna hide
quiet mind where hurts abide

soft pillow wet with tears
blank features yet so many fears
everything distant seems far away
moonlight outshone the day

this silence is not the same one i used to hear
the air is hung with so many tears

pretty creature please dont go
where there was summer there is snow
pretty creature dont go away
where there was night there is day

please dont leave
please dont leave
please dont leave me here

white dress stained with chocolate
i dont wanna cry yet
everything reminds me of you
can lies be really true?

flowers wilting by the windowsill
daffodils grow by the water mill
its all so blindingly bright
this new sunlight

pretty creature please dont go
where there was summer there is snow
pretty creature dont go away
where there was night there is day

please dont leave
please dont leave
please dont leave me here

gone, gone with the wind
love, love’s all pretend
gone, gone so fast
nothing ever lasts

pretty creature, is love real
pretty creature, do you feel
pretty creature will you go
just like the melting snow?

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shadow

Some people think that flying high is easy. 
Some think it feels so nice because it’s bright. 
But once you get to the top, you’ll get wheezy,
Because in front of you’s a shadow and not the light.  

It keeps growing with every step I take,
It keeps showing in every song I make.
Nothing really helps, I’m hopeless when it comes to me,
So I can’t really understand why you chose me.

How can I know you when I don’t know myself? 
Why do want me and not someone else? 
I can’t even be who I would’ve wanted to be 
So why is it me you always want to see? 

Some people think climbing mountains is easy-  
So cold, yet so warm, and just so bright.  
But once you get to the top, you’ll get wheezy 
Because in front of you’s a shadow and not the light.    

It keeps growing with every step I take,
It keeps showing in every song I make.
Nothing really helps, I’m hopeless when it comes to me,
So I can’t really understand why you chose me.

How can I know you when I don’t know myself? 
Why do want me and not someone else? 
I can’t even be who I would’ve wanted to be, 
So why is it me you always want to see? 

I can’t understand  
I can’t control it 
I can barely stand 
And I just don’t fit 

How can I know you when I don’t know myself? 
Why do want me and not someone else? 
I can’t even be who I would’ve wanted to be 
So why is it me you always want to see?
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Hello everyone! I haven’t posted for two months, so it’s really nice to be back. (This is a little strange. What a happy greeting when this song’s so sad.)

Anyway…..

This song is about sadness. You out there, anyone, you might know how that feels. Everyday, that heavy feeling grows.

But for all that I know, there is something that makes us happy. Whether it’s the music we listen to, the flowers outside our windows, or the traffic jam that never happened.

And for all I know, something that will make all of us happy, is the end of the pandemic. I’m pretty sure that it will end, and it’s something that we should all look forward to everyday. We all need something to look forward to.

What’s yours?

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when i can’t sleep

I can't sleep.
There's so much I want to do,
So much I want to say.
But I can't write them down in one go.
My eyes dont want to close.
I lay awake for an hour,
Wondering about the universe,
About what I'll do tomorrow.
I think about a new song I might write,
Only, the lyrics seem to be forced.
I'll just turn on the lamp and get my pen.
Green and gold is with which I write this.
I'll write about crimson robes and knights of chivalry,
Or maybe some tragic ends for some lovers in a story.
Perhaps I'll think of a poem
With words so sweet that even I wil cry.
Or maybe a haiku, only I don't know how.
How about a play, like Shakespeare?
But I don't know how to do those things too.
Up 'till now I still can't sleep,
I can hear my sister's soft breathing
And the sound of the clock ticking.
Twelve midnight and I'm still awake-
Why is this sleeplessness taking over me?
Maybe it's just the sweet chocolate bar I had.
But, my eyelids slowly begin to droop-
This is it! Finally, my busy mind wants to sleep.
I lie down on my pillow, and my mind suddenly goes blank.
I could sleep after all.