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joy gone

In a dead garden, I sit alone,
Wondering where you had gone.
My heart so lonely, cold as stone,
Falling to the ground, done.
I know that all of this will never change,
It never did.
My life is never gonna be the same,
My joys and treasures hid.

Beside a withered rose I stand
My mind wandering steadily away.
I keep thinking of your hand,
Once around mine everyday.
I feel so broken, so alone,
I can’t take any more.
Only crimson remains on the rose’s stone
Where I had been before.

My books they burn into the night
Casting dark shadows all around.
The fire burns so bright,
Scares away the feisty hound.
I had been here once before,
Thinking silence was my favorite sound.
But now, I see the sadness I have in store,
And I realized that I looked for things I had never found.

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rainy days

Oh, these rainy, rainy days 
How wet! The feeble branches sway, 
The clouds block the sun. 
It doesn’t seem like day, 
Not at all. 

The birds are no longer singing 
The crickets in the shaded grass are singing;
The sound of dripping water’s still ringing, 
Sounding like, “ping, pong, ping!” 
And wet are the poor birds’ wings. 

Oh the sun, hidden behind the trees! 
How I wish the rain would be as nice as these 
Rainbow colored showers, so free. 
Back then, running around were we 
But it is cold rain that I see. 

Oh, these damp, cold, rainy days— 
How wet! The feeble trees’ branches sway, 
The clouds and thick rain block the sun. 
It doesn’t seem like day, 
No, my dear, not at all.
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Paper Crane

I miss you, come back home 
In the shape of a beautiful paper crane,
Its intricate design meeting my curious eyes. 
Your wings are flapping, sending warm breezes 
Into my world of us. 

I wanna fold a thousand paper birds 
Just to grant my wish that is you.  
One picture is worth a thousand words 
And that picture is you. 

Come, come closer to me 
So I can see the flowers on your colorful wings. 
Oh paper crane, my paper crane, 
Your soft eyes meet mine; 
My face brightens with a shine. 

Stay by my side, walk with me for a while 
And hold me in your arms. 
My paper crane, I don’t need to fold a thousand 
Because you’re here with me, 
And that is all I need, 
It’s all I want, 
And what I want is only you, my paper crane.
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Fun With You

Screw all those stupid rules 
Let’s just be ourselves just for now; 
We don’t have any time to lose. 
Lets just have fun, but how? 
You start a conversation 
One full of ridiculous nonsense. 
It makes my eyes sparkle with laughter, 
Then you notice and I quickly turn away. 
The next day, all you do is stare at me. 
I wonder what this feeling’s supposed to be? 

Late nights with friends, scoldings together,
Long converstaions over the phone. 
Late the next day again, 
Fail on the test again
Eyes once more sparkle with joy 
At the sight of you. 
So much fun we had together, 
So much things we went through together, 
Those times when we were lost together 
But now our hearts are found. 
Those times when we would laugh 
Our throats would be sore the next day. 

Now I know what that feeling is 
It’s a sense of belonging, a sense of friendship-- 
Something I have never felt before, 
Something I really love. 
It’s nice to have someone to be there for you. 
It’s wonderful to just be with you.
Without that mask of who I pretended to be, 
How wonderful to have friends like you. 
Thank you, I really appreciate it 
Thank you, for being my dearest friends.
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Butterfly

The butterfly follows me, everyday 
Leading me across the path, fluttering their wings. 
Trust me, it says, we will lead the way to happiness. 
I float along, lost in my thoughts, like a butterfly, 
Waving my arms trying to keep up with its swift wings. 
Butterfly, butterfly, slow down and let me follow you home. 
So free, you spend your days in the sun, having fun. 
Walking along the path, I try to keep up. 
Wait, I say, wait for me I want to find myself too, 
I want to know who I am and what I am in this world. 
Butterfly, butterfly, beautiful butterfly, lead me home to you.
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i just can’t

I just can’t 
Take anymore of this nonsense, 
Can’t take anymore of this face 
Expressionless and cruel. 

I just can’t 
Take anymore of this world. 
I’m slowly drowning, 
Turning blue.

Tell me, do you care for me? 
Do you think of me?
Do love me 
Like you used to?

I’m going away 
Far from your lies, 
Far from you 
And your lying face. 

I’m going away 
From this wicked world, 
To find a life of my own, 
To find a place of my own. 

I can’t be
With a someone who doesn’t love me. 
I can’t be with you, 
Or even think of you. 

I just can’t 
Take any more of this world, 
This world full of lies 
This world full of cruelty. 

Because I’m going away 
To a place unknown to myself, 
To a place that I don’t know 
To a place, a place of my own. 

I’m going away 
Far from your cold touch, 
Far from your lies 
And your useless words.  

So goodbye, 
Goodbye dear, 
Goodbye, 
And we’ll meet in darkness once more.