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changes

Life used to be a world of wonder
A world of mystery, of love and light.
But our dreams have been knocked asunder
And the birds have fallen after their first flight.
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pretty creature

coffee fills the air outside 
breakfast dishes and sunlight
furry being gonna hide
quiet mind where hurts abide

soft pillow wet with tears
blank features yet so many fears
everything distant seems far away
moonlight outshone the day

this silence is not the same one i used to hear
the air is hung with so many tears

pretty creature please dont go
where there was summer there is snow
pretty creature dont go away
where there was night there is day

please dont leave
please dont leave
please dont leave me here

white dress stained with chocolate
i dont wanna cry yet
everything reminds me of you
can lies be really true?

flowers wilting by the windowsill
daffodils grow by the water mill
its all so blindingly bright
this new sunlight

pretty creature please dont go
where there was summer there is snow
pretty creature dont go away
where there was night there is day

please dont leave
please dont leave
please dont leave me here

gone, gone with the wind
love, love’s all pretend
gone, gone so fast
nothing ever lasts

pretty creature, is love real
pretty creature, do you feel
pretty creature will you go
just like the melting snow?

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shadow

Some people think that flying high is easy. 
Some think it feels so nice because it’s bright. 
But once you get to the top, you’ll get wheezy,
Because in front of you’s a shadow and not the light.  

It keeps growing with every step I take,
It keeps showing in every song I make.
Nothing really helps, I’m hopeless when it comes to me,
So I can’t really understand why you chose me.

How can I know you when I don’t know myself? 
Why do want me and not someone else? 
I can’t even be who I would’ve wanted to be 
So why is it me you always want to see? 

Some people think climbing mountains is easy-  
So cold, yet so warm, and just so bright.  
But once you get to the top, you’ll get wheezy 
Because in front of you’s a shadow and not the light.    

It keeps growing with every step I take,
It keeps showing in every song I make.
Nothing really helps, I’m hopeless when it comes to me,
So I can’t really understand why you chose me.

How can I know you when I don’t know myself? 
Why do want me and not someone else? 
I can’t even be who I would’ve wanted to be, 
So why is it me you always want to see? 

I can’t understand  
I can’t control it 
I can barely stand 
And I just don’t fit 

How can I know you when I don’t know myself? 
Why do want me and not someone else? 
I can’t even be who I would’ve wanted to be 
So why is it me you always want to see?
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Hello everyone! I haven’t posted for two months, so it’s really nice to be back. (This is a little strange. What a happy greeting when this song’s so sad.)

Anyway…..

This song is about sadness. You out there, anyone, you might know how that feels. Everyday, that heavy feeling grows.

But for all that I know, there is something that makes us happy. Whether it’s the music we listen to, the flowers outside our windows, or the traffic jam that never happened.

And for all I know, something that will make all of us happy, is the end of the pandemic. I’m pretty sure that it will end, and it’s something that we should all look forward to everyday. We all need something to look forward to.

What’s yours?

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Cradle of Sadness

Hush! A little girl of twelve is curled by the window, Pondering her day. 
She thinks about running away, when she’s fifteen or so, Because, for her, there’s no other way 
Of escaping from the clouds covering her world of darkness, Or to banish the weights of sadness 
That they unknowingly put on her aching head. 
Slowly, as she thinks, she crawls to the bed. 
“Dear me!” she exclaims, as a thought comes to her. “I shall go to a world of writers, where the sophisticated wear hats of real fur!”
She pulls the blanket over her head, to shield herself from the cold air, 
Then turns to her dear teddy, quite old with wear. 
“Someday, Pooh, we’ll both run off to someplace, 
Where there are people who don’t think I’m a waste of space. Where there are unlimited pens and ink, 
And hundereds— maybe thousands— of places we can think.” 
The rain falls outside her window pane, glistening in the late afternoon light, 
And she falls asleep, the teddy in her warm embrace. 
She is still mumbling in her sleep, 
“Tomorrow, escape I might, 
To a world of pen and paper.”
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Paper Crane

I miss you, come back home 
In the shape of a beautiful paper crane,
Its intricate design meeting my curious eyes. 
Your wings are flapping, sending warm breezes 
Into my world of us. 

I wanna fold a thousand paper birds 
Just to grant my wish that is you.  
One picture is worth a thousand words 
And that picture is you. 

Come, come closer to me 
So I can see the flowers on your colorful wings. 
Oh paper crane, my paper crane, 
Your soft eyes meet mine; 
My face brightens with a shine. 

Stay by my side, walk with me for a while 
And hold me in your arms. 
My paper crane, I don’t need to fold a thousand 
Because you’re here with me, 
And that is all I need, 
It’s all I want, 
And what I want is only you, my paper crane.
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Us In Quarantine

Turn the the lights on, 
Its getting dark. 
Close the windows, 
We might be seen. 
There might be people 
Who are jealous of us; 
There might be people 
Who want to steal our love 
Who want to steal our love, yeah. 

But I won’t let them steal you away from me, 
I hope you won’t let them steal me away from you,
From you. 

Shine, shine, shine in the bright lights, 
Dance, dance, dance, dance around, 
Sing, sing, sing, sing a song for me. 

Turn the the lights out, 
Its getting bright. 
Open the windows, 
We want to see the outside world. 
There might be people 
Who are jealous of us; 
There might be people 
Who want to steal our love 
Who want to steal our love, yeah. 

But I won’t let them steal you away from me, 
I hope you won’t let them steal me away from you, 
From you. 

Shine, shine, shine in the bright lights, 
Dance, dance, dance, dance around, 
Sing, sing, sing, sing a song for me.

The dark, dark, room 
Where I keep on writing 
Songs about you, about you. 
The music pours out of the stereo 
We keep on dancing, keep on dancing. 

Turn the the lights on,
Its getting dark. 
Close the windows, 
We might be seen. 
There might be people 
Who are jealous of us; 
There might be people 
Who want to steal our love 
Who want to steal our love, yeah.
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Once Upon a Time

Once upon a time, there was a lonely girl. 
She lived alone, afraid to love again, 
For once upon a time, there came a man, 
But broke her heart and ran. 

Once upon a time, I felt like her, 
A little rouge who wanted to leave home, 
A little savage who went and roamed 
All around other peoples zones. 

Once upon a time, however, 
Her dreams came true, and she became famous,
Although her ‘friends’ called her the lamest. 
Then a boy came along, and on her lips he kissed. 

Once upon a time, I was broken-hearted 
But I never stopped dreaming, 
Or feeling what I was feeling,
So continue to live on, though it’s hard 
Because one day, you’ll be exactly what you wanted to be.
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With You

I wanna wake up with you beside me 
And be where I was destined to be: 
With you 
With you. 
I wanna shine bright right where you are, 
Because your eyes are beautiful like the stars--
I wanna do all this with you 
Hope it comes true. 

Come with me, take my hand and we’ll go together, 
Jump off the brink of time 
Stay with me, don’t leave me ever; 
Just stay with me on the line 
Right on the line, 
Stay with me, on the line 
And be mine. 

I wanna climb the trees you climb 
And write those words that rhyme.  
I wanna do it all with you, 
All with you.
I wanna walk on the path you walk 
And stay right there, listening to you talk. 
I wanna do all of this with you,
All with you, 
And all for you.  

These times I will forever treasure 
All these memories with you and I— 
I’ll love them without measure, 
But I wanna wake up right where you are, 
Even follow you to the stars 
All for you 
All with you 
All of the things we do. 

I wanna wake up with you beside me
And be where I was destined to be 
With you 
With you. 
I wanna shine bright right where you are, 
Because your eyes are beautiful like the stars- 
I wanna do all this with you 
Hope it comes true.
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Thank You, Friend.

Head full of thoughts
Heart empty. 
Mind full of dreams;
Ones that can’t be fulfilled. 
But my feelings are still hopeful
For the end of this crisis;
And then my heart is slowly filling up
With  sense of belonging,
A sense of love from you. 
You simply take me away
From the darkness surrounding me. 
Before I shouted: Oh help, I'm drowning,
But you pulled me out of the black pool;
You wiped my tears dry. 
You comforted me throughout our friendship.
No more of sadness,
No more of loneliness.
They are forever banished from my mind.
Thoughts of you and your love surrounding me
Will stay forever in my mind forevermore. 
Thank you for protecting me;
Thank you for the times
We spent with each other. 
Birthdays, meetings-- I will treasure these forever
In this little mind of mine. 
Memories of togetherness
Will never be forgotten. 
My candle of love 
For you will never be extinguished. 
Thank you so much, dear friend
For helping me on the way
To happiness and love. 
I hope this friendship will never end,
For I love you so very much. 
Mountains we climbed,
Hard, cold ones too. 
Rough currents we waded through,
But we've crossed the bridge of hardship,
And we've finally reached our plce,
That sweet, sweet place
In the world of memory, love, everlasting friendship, and trust.