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i told myself

I told myself so many times not to touch the light 
For fear of losing what I had with me 
But when I approached the flame, bright 
I finally saw what I wanted to see.  

All my memories faded into the white light 
All those unforgettable tales and fights 
They were all gone, and all that was left was you 
And I thought, “Where is this going to?” 

I told myself not to tell all the things I wanted to say Because I was scared and I didn’t want to see who I thought I was 
But, as a thought came to me, I told them anyway 
And out came the real me, without any fuss.  

All my emotions flowed out as words 
Words untold for so many years 
They flew out of me as birds, 
Birds in the form of my unshed tears.  

I used to tell myself I couldn’t be myself in front of them And that I couldn’t do it anyway.  
But here I am, laughing again, 
Saying all the things I wanted to say.

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Everyone.

Here’s what I have to say.

Be yourselves, even if people don’t accept you. You have to accept yourself for others to accept you.

Love yourself. It’s better to be hated for who you are, than to be hated for who you pretend to be.

Love yourself and everone around you, like what Jesus did to his persecutors.

Thanks for the inspiration @fayannswearing !

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Belles-Lettres

For those with a head too noisy the past days, I advise you to take this in and relax. Please visit Yassy’s blog too!

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A poem rises 
From silent words:
Inkwell blue

Words melt 
Out of the quietness;
Drawing the indigo out
In the lifting of quill
The color of words
Warm
My home becomes a
Belles-lettres morning-
And a limitless sky

Raw, the virgin stain on my fingers
The curve of the cursive
In the fire of your eyes
The whisper of words
In the soul's keeping.

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BECAUSE YOU CAN

This really lifted my spirits up. Maybe it might do the same for you guys!

Little Things

stop listening to a sad melody.
quit wandering in deep melancholy.
when almost everything is said and done,
try to move forward because you can.

at times, every sorrow tends to pile up
heartbreaks, heartaches, like boulders they drop
these are all hardships to be human
please cry it out because you can

stop living in a world of regrets.
face the fears and painful secrets.
hurt yourself with truth, don’t run.
embrace your flaws because you can.

the world is radiant, merry, and sunny.
just change your mindset, and you will see.
when you are left with none and no one,
try to be sanguine because you can.

hindrances are always present.
a quest for greatness is not always pleasant.
giving up is never part of the plan.
flash a smile because you can.

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Happy New Year!

Hello everyone! I haven’t written a poem about New Year, but I want to share something I want to remind myself about with you, hoping that it might help.

There are two sides to yourself, and they are just there, unnoticed.
One is who you are right now, and the other is who you will be.
–Me

Happy New Year everyone! Let’s all hope 2021 will be a better year for everyone around the world.

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Lost Stars

I feel like a lost star 
Zooming through space and time, 
Can’t seem to find  
What I lack in myself.  
I see, vividly lost stars 
Searching for their shine. 
Looking up at the sky,  
Gazing at the planets above 
The beautiful heavens, 
Crafted with utmost detail.  
I feel hopeless, colorless  
Nothing but bleakness.  
I feel lonely, 
A solitary person in a world full of people.  
I am one of those lost stars, 
Searching endlessly  
Through the darkest nights 
Never caring to stop.  
I feel like a lost star, 
Zooming through space and time 
Can’t seem to find  
What I lack in myself.  
Gazing through telescopes 
Big and small 
Watching, waiting for a light 
One that shines brighter that most.  
Looking, searching 
For a speck of bright gold 
Placed on the velvet blackness 
Of the dome surrounding me.  
I feel hopeless, colorless  
Nothing but bleakness  I feel lonely, 
A solitary person in a world full of people.  
I am one of those lost stars 
Searching endlessly  
Through the darkest nights 
Never caring to stop.  
I feel like a lost star 
Zooming through space and time 
Can’t seem to find  
What I lack in myself.  

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Family Reunion

“How much you’ve grown!” my family would say, “How tall you have become!”
Then I would say, “I do not think so, I have so much work to be done.”
“Have you improved in mathematics?” they’d inquire, ruffling my thick hair.
I’d cower in embarrassment and reply, “Yes, maybe no, perhaps I’m almost there.”
“How is you mother? Is she well?” is one of my aunts’ query.
Then I would pause to think and say, “Oh, she is fine, I am sure; she is always merry.”
Then they would catch up on what had happened lately in their lives,
While my parents talk about incidents at home, and laugh about growing chives.
Meanwhile, I sit in a corner and draw, not having much to do,
And then suddenly, my body shivers: I need to go to the loo.
After walking out the bathroom, I bump into a nearby wall,
Then my older cousin would say, “When that happens to the baby, she bawls.”
We would laugh, arm in arm, not minding grown-ups' business,
Then go out in the garden where my uncles are, lighting the grill with matches.
Then, hours later, we have to go home— its getting fairly dim,
And the sun sinks, deep orange in the low light, right below the sky’s rim.

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Hello everyone! Lately, we haven’t seen our families, or have family reunions. The best thing we can do now is to remember fond memories of these family reunions, or call them. So, feeling down lately? Miss so much people aside from family? Call them up! It’ll make their day, as yours too. Stay safe, ya’ll!

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rainy days

Oh, these rainy, rainy days 
How wet! The feeble branches sway, 
The clouds block the sun. 
It doesn’t seem like day, 
Not at all. 

The birds are no longer singing 
The crickets in the shaded grass are singing;
The sound of dripping water’s still ringing, 
Sounding like, “ping, pong, ping!” 
And wet are the poor birds’ wings. 

Oh the sun, hidden behind the trees! 
How I wish the rain would be as nice as these 
Rainbow colored showers, so free. 
Back then, running around were we 
But it is cold rain that I see. 

Oh, these damp, cold, rainy days— 
How wet! The feeble trees’ branches sway, 
The clouds and thick rain block the sun. 
It doesn’t seem like day, 
No, my dear, not at all.
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Kamusta Na? (How are you?)

Hello everyone! I hope all of you are okay, wherever you are. Please remember that you all are important in this world, I am glad you exist, and I am so thankful that I have you guys in my life– I can’t express my gratitude enough! Also, please leave comments– I want to know what you think, or suggestions, requests, and opinions. Stay safe and healthy, everyone!

Mahal na mahal ko kayo (I love you guys very much)!

-Lunie

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the miserable truth.

Why did you lie to me? 
You could’ve told me the truth 
About you and her. 
So here I am, my cheeks stained with salty tears 
Just because of a simple lie. 
But this lie was the worst I had encountered.  
It was the lie of you and another. 
You should’ve told me, 
Told me about her. 
I wouldn’t have minded 
Because the truth was you wanted her 
And not me, 
Even though I loved you with all my heart
I loved you with all my soul,
And I wanted to spend my life with you. 
But the truth was you weren’t real--
Your love was fake,
You were one big mistake. 
Go away, leave me here— 
I was better off without you 
Shut your mouth, it’s filthy,
Full of lies that break hearts.
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Paper Crane

I miss you, come back home 
In the shape of a beautiful paper crane,
Its intricate design meeting my curious eyes. 
Your wings are flapping, sending warm breezes 
Into my world of us. 

I wanna fold a thousand paper birds 
Just to grant my wish that is you.  
One picture is worth a thousand words 
And that picture is you. 

Come, come closer to me 
So I can see the flowers on your colorful wings. 
Oh paper crane, my paper crane, 
Your soft eyes meet mine; 
My face brightens with a shine. 

Stay by my side, walk with me for a while 
And hold me in your arms. 
My paper crane, I don’t need to fold a thousand 
Because you’re here with me, 
And that is all I need, 
It’s all I want, 
And what I want is only you, my paper crane.
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Once Upon a Time

Once upon a time, there was a lonely girl. 
She lived alone, afraid to love again, 
For once upon a time, there came a man, 
But broke her heart and ran. 

Once upon a time, I felt like her, 
A little rouge who wanted to leave home, 
A little savage who went and roamed 
All around other peoples zones. 

Once upon a time, however, 
Her dreams came true, and she became famous,
Although her ‘friends’ called her the lamest. 
Then a boy came along, and on her lips he kissed. 

Once upon a time, I was broken-hearted 
But I never stopped dreaming, 
Or feeling what I was feeling,
So continue to live on, though it’s hard 
Because one day, you’ll be exactly what you wanted to be.
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With You

I wanna wake up with you beside me 
And be where I was destined to be: 
With you 
With you. 
I wanna shine bright right where you are, 
Because your eyes are beautiful like the stars--
I wanna do all this with you 
Hope it comes true. 

Come with me, take my hand and we’ll go together, 
Jump off the brink of time 
Stay with me, don’t leave me ever; 
Just stay with me on the line 
Right on the line, 
Stay with me, on the line 
And be mine. 

I wanna climb the trees you climb 
And write those words that rhyme.  
I wanna do it all with you, 
All with you.
I wanna walk on the path you walk 
And stay right there, listening to you talk. 
I wanna do all of this with you,
All with you, 
And all for you.  

These times I will forever treasure 
All these memories with you and I— 
I’ll love them without measure, 
But I wanna wake up right where you are, 
Even follow you to the stars 
All for you 
All with you 
All of the things we do. 

I wanna wake up with you beside me
And be where I was destined to be 
With you 
With you. 
I wanna shine bright right where you are, 
Because your eyes are beautiful like the stars- 
I wanna do all this with you 
Hope it comes true.
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Beating Fast

Hearts are beating fast in the night, 
Now I see that you are my light. 
Fingertips slowly grasp each other 
The beating gets a little faster, 
As you pull me closer to you 
Suddenly a feeling comes over me 
Is this love? Is this love that I’m feeling? 
This queer feeling that came over me 
The moment I met your wonderful gaze 
Our hands are firmly entwined 
We can hear our voices, whispering inside 
We can hear our heartbeat getting louder, louder, louder.
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Fun With You

Screw all those stupid rules 
Let’s just be ourselves just for now; 
We don’t have any time to lose. 
Lets just have fun, but how? 
You start a conversation 
One full of ridiculous nonsense. 
It makes my eyes sparkle with laughter, 
Then you notice and I quickly turn away. 
The next day, all you do is stare at me. 
I wonder what this feeling’s supposed to be? 

Late nights with friends, scoldings together,
Long converstaions over the phone. 
Late the next day again, 
Fail on the test again
Eyes once more sparkle with joy 
At the sight of you. 
So much fun we had together, 
So much things we went through together, 
Those times when we were lost together 
But now our hearts are found. 
Those times when we would laugh 
Our throats would be sore the next day. 

Now I know what that feeling is 
It’s a sense of belonging, a sense of friendship-- 
Something I have never felt before, 
Something I really love. 
It’s nice to have someone to be there for you. 
It’s wonderful to just be with you.
Without that mask of who I pretended to be, 
How wonderful to have friends like you. 
Thank you, I really appreciate it 
Thank you, for being my dearest friends.
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Butterfly

The butterfly follows me, everyday 
Leading me across the path, fluttering their wings. 
Trust me, it says, we will lead the way to happiness. 
I float along, lost in my thoughts, like a butterfly, 
Waving my arms trying to keep up with its swift wings. 
Butterfly, butterfly, slow down and let me follow you home. 
So free, you spend your days in the sun, having fun. 
Walking along the path, I try to keep up. 
Wait, I say, wait for me I want to find myself too, 
I want to know who I am and what I am in this world. 
Butterfly, butterfly, beautiful butterfly, lead me home to you.
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i just can’t

I just can’t 
Take anymore of this nonsense, 
Can’t take anymore of this face 
Expressionless and cruel. 

I just can’t 
Take anymore of this world. 
I’m slowly drowning, 
Turning blue.

Tell me, do you care for me? 
Do you think of me?
Do love me 
Like you used to?

I’m going away 
Far from your lies, 
Far from you 
And your lying face. 

I’m going away 
From this wicked world, 
To find a life of my own, 
To find a place of my own. 

I can’t be
With a someone who doesn’t love me. 
I can’t be with you, 
Or even think of you. 

I just can’t 
Take any more of this world, 
This world full of lies 
This world full of cruelty. 

Because I’m going away 
To a place unknown to myself, 
To a place that I don’t know 
To a place, a place of my own. 

I’m going away 
Far from your cold touch, 
Far from your lies 
And your useless words.  

So goodbye, 
Goodbye dear, 
Goodbye, 
And we’ll meet in darkness once more. 

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Little Box of Misery

Sitting by the window 
Wondering what to do 
And then, so suddenly, I think of you 

All the times that I cried in front of you 
All the times that we spent after stressful school 
All our sweet conversations 
Gone, blown away by the wind 

And so, 

Here I am in this little box of misery 
Here I am, trapped in my own thoughts 
Here I am, wondering what to do 
When I suddenly, so suddenly, I think of you 

Time, I need time. Oh that sweet thing of mine 
Time, I need time. To reclaim the things that are originally mine 

Here I am in my little box of misery 
Here I am, trapped in my mind 
Here I am, wondering what to do 
When I suddenly think of you. 
When I suddenly think of you. 

All the times we spent together, 
All the times we enjoyed, 
All the times of sorrow and pain, 
Will they ever come again?
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the wanderer

Hopelessly searching for a light in the dark, 
Wandering in the cold air looking for you.
But do you care? I don’t think that’s true. 

So here I am searching in the dark 
Trying to find a way to look for you. 
I don’t even care I’m cold. 
I am still walking, freezing slowly to death, 
Trying hopelessly trying to find you 

Wandering throughout the frozen winter forest 
Running, my feet are wet with blood, 
Fingernails blue with cold 

Where are you? Where have you been? 
All this time I wanted you to hear 
My sad last words, but here I am 
In a never ending search for something 
I would never find anyway. 

Slowly I fall down, shivering, lost 
In these cold woods where you once were 
Done, I say, I’m done 
My time here is finished 

I only wanted to see you one last time; 
I only wanted you to see me, hear me. 
And I believed you 
Only to figure out that somehow 
You disappeared into the dark forest. 

As my eyes close, I hear your sweet voice 
Telling me you loved me 
I smile one last time 
With the thought of you in my mind.
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day three.

Seems like a year has passed 
Since the day that you left me.
I already knew we wouldn’t last
But in truth, its only day three. 

How can I make this more bearable 
Without you beside me? 
Walking down the hall, 
Why can’t my thoughts let me be?

Leaving this world almost seems easy 
With all the pain in my heart. 
My breathing’s starting to get wheezy 
With the world that sets us apart.  

Won’t you come back to my arms 
And stay there until the end of time? 
Won’t you come here and make my cold heart warm
So I can feel you are mine?

Seems like a year has passed 
Since the day that you left me.
I already knew we wouldn’t last 
But in truth, its only day three. 

My life has become even colder
Without you pullin’ me closer 
Maybe it’s time to say goodbye 
And jump off the edge? 

My life has become empty 
Without you, don’t you see? 
You just left me there to cry
Maybe its time to say goodbye
And jump off the edge of time.
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a g a i n.

Let’s have fun together again 
Like we used to. 
Let’s dream about the world again 
Like we do every single day; 
The branches start to sway 
My heart begins to break. 

Because I found you with someone else 
Locked in an unforgettable embrace; 
You are running faster and faster away 
I am losing this race. 

Let’s sing together again 
Like we used to.
Let’s walk, hand in hand 
Like we used to do. 
But now I’m walking alone 
Singing a sad song. 

Why did this have to happen? 
Let’s just start over again. 
Why does love have to exist?
 You were my only wish. 

Run, run around and shout 
Scream, dance, walk about 
I cry out your name 
Hoping you’d feel the same. 

Can’t we laugh together again 
Like we used to?
Can’t we talk together again 
Like we used to?
Now I’m sitting alone 
Gazing over the rhone. 

Let’s have fun together again 
Like we used to. 
Let’s dream about the world again 
Like we do every single day; 
The branches start to sway 
You already went away.
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Thank You, Friend.

Head full of thoughts
Heart empty. 
Mind full of dreams;
Ones that can’t be fulfilled. 
But my feelings are still hopeful
For the end of this crisis;
And then my heart is slowly filling up
With  sense of belonging,
A sense of love from you. 
You simply take me away
From the darkness surrounding me. 
Before I shouted: Oh help, I'm drowning,
But you pulled me out of the black pool;
You wiped my tears dry. 
You comforted me throughout our friendship.
No more of sadness,
No more of loneliness.
They are forever banished from my mind.
Thoughts of you and your love surrounding me
Will stay forever in my mind forevermore. 
Thank you for protecting me;
Thank you for the times
We spent with each other. 
Birthdays, meetings-- I will treasure these forever
In this little mind of mine. 
Memories of togetherness
Will never be forgotten. 
My candle of love 
For you will never be extinguished. 
Thank you so much, dear friend
For helping me on the way
To happiness and love. 
I hope this friendship will never end,
For I love you so very much. 
Mountains we climbed,
Hard, cold ones too. 
Rough currents we waded through,
But we've crossed the bridge of hardship,
And we've finally reached our plce,
That sweet, sweet place
In the world of memory, love, everlasting friendship, and trust.
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KAMSAHABNIDAAA

THANK YOU TO ALL THE PEOPLE IN MY LIFE WHO SUPPORTED ME!! (I’m looking at you, dingdongmalapingpong.)

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When?

Well, maybe I will try to publish the first chapter of my fanfictions. And that’s gonna be tomorrow. I hope these posts will be successful!